Thursday, February 17, 2011


Ok really this isn't even a shrug it off and try harder tomorrow thing. This is just bull crap now. I want to start yelling at myself. God its like iv lost all control....I really need to fix this. Im going to try for the next week just eating fruit. After that we will see. If i do good we can add veg, if not im just cutting food out completely. I'm so sick of this i just want to cry. I feel so lost. god.

If anyone wants to text me send me an email at

I would post it on here but i feel that it is unsafe so just give me your name and you blog and ill give you mine.


1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hello girls I have returned to blogger after trying to lose weight the healthy way and developing a better mental health I gave up I threw it all away to become "Delicate!!" Threw all my hard work away so I could eat from one extreme to another, to get to my goals quicker!! As many of us do we give up and think it will be easier and quicker to try a stupid diet which you only end up binging and back to square one!!

I am ashamed of my choices and want to continue down my path of being healthy!! I can not believe I nearly threw it all away!! I have decided to give it my all 100% and nothing less!! I will reach my GOALS but in a HEALTHY way!!

I too want to look great in a Bikini, in that Little Party Dress, in those CK Jeans but I want to ROCK them without feeling GUILTY, without LYING to all those around me and to not be KILLING MYSELF in the process!! I want to look HOT in ULTIMATE HEALTH and HAPPINESS, I want to have AWESOME SELF ESTEEM and I want to ROCK CONFIDENCE!! I want to earn the JOY of achieving HEALTH - HAPPINESS - SELF ESTEEM and CONFIDENCE the right way not the wrong way!! I want this more than anything in LIFE and I am going to get it !! It is now or never, there is no looking back!! Please support me and I will return the favor!! I choose to follow girls with distorted eating as I feel they understand what I am going through compared to "normal eating" girls they just think I am crazy!!

I am putting this every where because I know I will influence at least one person out in this great big world to never give up and to keep trying!!