Monday, April 25, 2011

bad Day again

A kid at my school killed him self. Not really sure if i feel like telling you guys but its making me upset and i view you as friends. I didnt even know the kid and i keep getting panic attacks and start to cry.

Wana know a secret....I wish i was the one who killed them self.....not him. Maybe he would have changed his mind? But i dont know why he did it so i might not have made a difference. Then i think that if i knew could i have helped him....Could have knowing him simply have changed it.

So i was going to fast but when i found out i kind of said screw it and didnt really think the rest of the day other then about that.


<3 Alice

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