Sooo

I drank so much that i feel full? How on earth dose that work iv never done it before? It is completely weird. Iv been drinking some calories also. After day three though (tomorrow) ill be cutting them out and just going straight water. I had hot coco the warmth of it soother my tummy is such a weird way. I felt kind of bad for drinking it after words. Kind of like i had eaten even though it wasn't food. So I'm not having hot coco again. If i want something warm i can heat up juice or water or something like that. Maybe its just the face of it being like chocolate i felt so guilty over it.


At school in foods class they made cookies. And because its foods one of the rules is you have to try everything. So i went up grabbed a cookie and gave it to my friend XD.

My mother is making dinner for me before heading out with my dead for a date. I'm just going to grab a bowl full and when she leaves either feed it to my nephew or throw it away outside(outside cause she cant see it in that garbage can). I'm thinking of running upstairs for some juice and then maybe seeing if i can walk over to the dollar store with my nephew and buy some gum.

Also question: dose a sucker count as food cause my friend was saying it doesn't I thought it would. Anyone know?

And ok so i normally don't talk about guys on here but i think of you girls as friends i can trust. BUUUUUUUT there is this one guy in my foods class who is really hot. And tall. I kind of tall cause i myself am 5'6 and most guys are shorter but not him. And he isn't like one of those supper skinny made of bone tall guys. He has a normal body (you know not fat mainly muscle)....Ok I'm going way to far into this sorry i will stop now.


Anyways if you want to know anything more about me ill try to tell you


<3 alice

Half way fail

So i ate Saturday. But i fasted today. Also i was so upset about eating I didn't even want to tell you. I fasted today though and from now on i will keep it up. I'm not really sure how long i want this so go for.

And now for a small bit of personal life.

A family member of mine gave us a call. Why? He was in jail and need a 1000 dollar bail and a place to stay. He got in a fight with his wife from what i understand. This is not really that shocking for me. His wife is kinda crazy.

Anyways another thing. All my friends keep say that they are all sad and stuff. Some of them really have no reason for it. Well they do but the reason is something that really isn't all that bad. It puzzles me how human emotions work, such little things can upset us and the way we react to then is blowing the way out of proportion. Then i look at my life and at the things that upset me and in my opinion they seem to be more of a big deal then theirs. Is this how it is for everyone?

Also my new favorite song is: Lights - face up. Just so beautiful in my opinion.

<3 alice

Really fast

I just want to say thank you to Zette and Annie for the comment. Just made me so much more happy for some odd reason. It also just made me believe i can do it all that much more.

Again love you
and all of you who read this(dont know why).

<3 Alice

yeP

So tomorrow i have the first day of my fast... i plan to sleep all day through it.....lazy yes helpful though very. When you sleep no worries of the thought "well just one wont hurt" and i can sleep allllll day Sunday too so that a plus. The only hard part is going to be Monday. That and all the lieing I'm about to have leave my mouth. But i can do it. I know i can.

I'm thinking of taking a nap so i can stay up til who knows when so it will make it easier to sleep all day.

I'm really looking forward to this.

Anyways im off to sleep ill try posting tomorrow


<3 Alice

Time and time again

So my dear lovely ladies i will be starting a fast this Saturday January 29, 2011.

It mainly going to be a water fast for me. If anyone wants to join in go right ahead. Also if you do join you don't have to do a water fast it can me any kind of fast you want. So no worries with that:D

This fast like i said it going to be water. But for exercise it going to be kind of slow to start out with (don't want to over do it). For the first five days it will be a short walk 300 sit ups 200 push ups and 500 jumping jacks. Then over time its going to turn into a full 60 min run and what not. If i start feeling like its to much though I will be pulling back on the running and stuff.

Anyways, I think the hardest part it going to be hiding food and stuff after school my moms not home to see me eat so I'm just going to dirty up some dishes and leave them laying around. For dinner on the other hand I'm thinking of putting a garbage bag under my bed or something or maybe even just flushing it down the toilet. Any ideas better then this?


<3 Alice

Sooo

Im sick again......



Ya it sucks

Something Cool

Did you know the human body was built to be able to run 24/7. That the only time your not running it when you sleep. That people are so used to sitting down they cant keep running forever.

Did you know that sitting down is not natural to the body.


I though that was cool!


Doing a 500 calorie diet. Mainly just fruits ^_^. Im also working up to running 10 miles without stopping.

After my 500 calorie diet im going to be doing my fast. I know im saying "Ill be fasting after this" a lot but i kind of want to build up to it ya know. I want to get used to live and running a lot with so little calories before i go into a fast. I have had a lot of set back -.-.


Anyways love you all and stay strong

<3 Alice