Hmm

Not really sure what to say... Kind of in a down mood. Guy can be ass holes sometimes. People can be ass holes sometimes. Make you question who you can trust in this world. From the age of 5 my mother would always say "Trust is pointless...you trust no one" Reason one for walls...

Anyways, I'll talk to you ladies later.

PE

YA i got P.E. but we are danceing im burning calories yes but i really hate having to dance with a boy.

The guy that did ask me to dance was cute but that was only after like 5 guy asked out the girl next to me so it was a big let down. It felt like i was his last pick out of like 20 girls.


Anyways new plane new diet bla bla bla 600 calories i am alowd to eat but i must burn 600-700 cal =( ouch its a good thing i got PE (burns about maby 100-150) then i got to come home and burn what left i think im going to bring the stair climer in my room XD that will help alittle....

Hope you guys are fighting srong

Oh another ...1.5 pounds lost

<3Alice

crying

I saw a picture of me from like 5 months ago and i started crying at how fat i am still kind of am but hey this stuff happens. Tomorrow i doing a 300 cal diet and burning 600 cals. Im cleaning my room (that i can never keep clean for more then a week) cleaning the bathroom and taking a bath XD From this day on i will no longer goof off on my diet i will stay strong i will not give into that stupid fat crap that taste "oh so good" i will remind myself every day of my life "Nothing taste as god as thin fills" and i will not stop tell i hit my goal on the dot i can do this and i will not be a slave to food no more by may i want to be at my goal weight. May 1 that my goal and if i fail that then i dont know what i will do...

Hmm the word keep pounding in my head do they not?


Everyone stay strong and make goal they can help more then you think

<3 Alice

Yep yep yep

Sooo I'm doing ok so far think im gona have to step it up cause iv been lazy alote lately.

Things to do in the next two weeks (i like makeing list help for some reason i life having stuff planed)

1: Lose 7-10 pounds
2: Clean room (im talking supper clean)
3: Clean the bathroom my brother and i share
4: Start my "learn a new word everyday" thing
5: Eat only 700 calories a day ONLY!! no more not even one
6: Burn 800 calories a day XD
7: start eat breakfast even if it just toast
8: Come up with some kind of homework schedule
9: Get some books to read
10: Post more


This all starts tomorrow

talk to you soon

<3 Alice

School

Grr i have to do a power point on plate tectonics.... Wow this suck but i have to do it cause it 30pt and that will bring my grade up to a B And i hate being under a B it kills me!

Anyway i think i did good today i went over me 120 cal but that ok cause i didnt go over 600 cal in fact i had 600 cal to the point (i counted) So ya i feel soo full right now bla =P

Power point is due in Monday and i need 10 slides wish me luck


<3 Alice

So

Everything is going grate!

I havent gone over my 120 cal diet so far. Im thinking of haveing some rice (50 cal) that would leave me with 70 cal. So that would be cool...

Yep nothing really to say.


Stay strong

<3 Alice

Can you comment?

Ok so i got an e-mail say people cant comment on my page XD we I'v got this before and have been trying to fix it.

And i think i have. If you want to comment or what not please lave one If you can leave a comment please do let me know by sending me and e- mail at

alice.mybody.105@gmail.com

And thanks

Ok not that that has been taken care of i have picked to do a 120 cal diet if anyone wants to join that would be grate!

And last of all if you are fallowing me and i am not fallowing you please let me know so i cant do so i love reading your guys blog it makes me feel like im not so alone!

Its been the longest time hasnt it

Sorry for not posting in forever grr i need to work on that dont i?

Anyways, I'v been doing alot lately i got a 79 on my computer test that i cant re-take pissed me off i worked so hard to do better then a 79!

Ok my mother got me an elliptical for x-mas WOW!!! they just made this 10x better cause i love the elliptical its more like a game then working out for me so it will take alot to get me off.

Had to end my fast and i start school on monday again!! GAA WHY!! Soo umm ya i already feel like a new fast or eating like 120 cals a day something like that cause i really dont want to even think of food right now. So if anyone want to email me and join or something please do it will me fun and it makes it so much better if i have someone to talk to

alice.mybody.105@gmail.com

Not much to say...

Alright if anyone wants to know anything about me send me a question and I will answer it for you in my my next blog ill give it like 2 days.

<3 Alice

P.s. I need to start putting thinspo on my computer and not my phone cause im running out XD