House

So some people came by to look at the house...twice...is that a good sign or a bad, anyways.

Gained weight bla bla bla i fail bla bla bla same old same old....


Sooo we will no longer try we will do!


anyways let you know more later...


<3 Alice


P.S. thank you all my followers that just gave me so much more to work for

Yep

Ok we are moving.... MOVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


So now that, that is said i will move on. Ye right! Im so happy i hate this house and moving is keeping my mind off eating and im drinking a lot of water im so happy. I have not ran though and i really should. I got a lot of packing to do and not sure when we will be packing up the computer. When we do i will not post for a long time unless i can sneak around at my brothers house or find out how to post from my phone. Anyways everything doing good not sure how much i have lost but ill get back to you on that.


<3 Alice

alice.mybody.105@gmail.com

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Iv fallen so hard it not even worth trying to get back up.


My mother found out im trying to loss "some" pounds. Anyways she gave me a bracelet that says "A brand new me" and it has the numbers 1 2 3 4 5 and they each have 10 pounds on them she said "every time you lose ten pound we will cross one out" kinda makes me not want to eat anymore...and a little sick to think my mother had an ED when she was my age...might even know about mine and is cheering it on.

Anyways Ill talk to you guys later

<3 Alice

Soooo

Iv had about...1000 cals that not to bad but it is bad when i didnt really run today.

I was on my period and didnt feel like is but this is a good thing i drop weight on my period cause today was like one of the only times i went over 100 cals! Normaly it about 5 pounds at the most but i havnt looked yet so ill tell you later.


I feel so bad that i have not read any of you blogs lately but tonight i got forever to catch up on all the fun!

I love you all so much you keep me strong!

Last time i looked i lost...2 pounds! not to bad



<3 Alice

Hmm

Not really sure what to say... Kind of in a down mood. Guy can be ass holes sometimes. People can be ass holes sometimes. Make you question who you can trust in this world. From the age of 5 my mother would always say "Trust is pointless...you trust no one" Reason one for walls...

Anyways, I'll talk to you ladies later.

PE

YA i got P.E. but we are danceing im burning calories yes but i really hate having to dance with a boy.

The guy that did ask me to dance was cute but that was only after like 5 guy asked out the girl next to me so it was a big let down. It felt like i was his last pick out of like 20 girls.


Anyways new plane new diet bla bla bla 600 calories i am alowd to eat but i must burn 600-700 cal =( ouch its a good thing i got PE (burns about maby 100-150) then i got to come home and burn what left i think im going to bring the stair climer in my room XD that will help alittle....

Hope you guys are fighting srong

Oh another ...1.5 pounds lost

<3Alice

crying

I saw a picture of me from like 5 months ago and i started crying at how fat i am still kind of am but hey this stuff happens. Tomorrow i doing a 300 cal diet and burning 600 cals. Im cleaning my room (that i can never keep clean for more then a week) cleaning the bathroom and taking a bath XD From this day on i will no longer goof off on my diet i will stay strong i will not give into that stupid fat crap that taste "oh so good" i will remind myself every day of my life "Nothing taste as god as thin fills" and i will not stop tell i hit my goal on the dot i can do this and i will not be a slave to food no more by may i want to be at my goal weight. May 1 that my goal and if i fail that then i dont know what i will do...

Hmm the word keep pounding in my head do they not?


Everyone stay strong and make goal they can help more then you think

<3 Alice